Hey there, Im Jennifer ♥
You got me twisted;
Uhg okay, so im PMSing like beeaaatch. I swear, i think i went off on everyone at school today.. Then afterschool, Tanay pointed out how i switched from Hyper, Mad, Sad, to wanting to be Isolated throughout the whole day. Woww. Cuuhrrazy.
Wells, i’ve been driving a lot lately, so im pretty used to the road now (= Woo.
Living at my moms is okay, too bad its only temporary. Downside; we still argue like there’s no tomorrow. So all i do , is just call my dad, and tell him everything, then he calls my mom, and Talks (Yells) to her, then she shuts up. Yay. My dad has my best interests at heart, my mom doesn’t. She barely knows who i am. She remembers the Jennifer she LEFT me at, which was the 9 year old Jennifer. She remembers me the way she left me, as if i didn’t get older or anything right? Hah, right. My dad always said, “Never talk to your mom about money, you know how she is.” He’s right. Shes addicted to it. And not in a good way. Her life revolves around money. She barely has time to spend with her family, because working at the nail shop is “OH SO IMPORTANT EVERYDAY” Bc if she takes a day off, shes gonna “lose a client.” Haaa.
Whatevers. So im getting another gym membership so that i could keep myself occupied on boring days and keep myself in shape. Weee.
I think i had a dream about my grandmother last night.. Because i remember waking up to my mom at the middle of the night while i was crying chanting ” i love you grandma , don’t leave me.”
I miss when tieing my shoe was the hardest thing to do; now its smiling, while on the inside im crying.
